End of Februari and begining of March(Faint star)

Good bye Romance month of the year and the only day that I can only spend for each 4 years once ,29 February!.
Such a normal life to spent in the last February. Receive blessing and angpao (YESH I STILL GET THOSE), Trying to fall in love with someone but it just not the right timing yet.

Passed the "Robotics Progress report" Period and now I have to come to my sense that" I'm nothing without those peoples who backing me up until now". Friends that keep reminding me od Campus Schedulle, Brothers and family that keeps me busy and makes me realized that i need rest and serious at some matters. Rivals that makes me fired up into studying more and more everyday I met them.

Microcontroller, IC, Laptop, Program, Robots, Solder, PCBs, Wire, Wheels, How to, what do I have to do, How about this,that, Running man, Mangas, Anime, Books. Those are probably the most thing that I think everytimes I cant fall asleep fast. Ended up insomnia and cant sleep earlier.

Well to tell you something abit differrent in last february, I Do Meet some famous people from Japan! The Duos called "Faint *Star", Hina(the left one ) and Yuria(right one)

They gives of a Unique Vibes (especially to me:3) and I was like "Damn, Aishiteeoo!" Scream(saying it loudly .-.) some words in Japanese language.
So actually I search their identity when the concert started about 3 minutes and it was interesting that they're not that famous in world wide and yuria don't have Wiki Bio . So it was like," wew interesting artist, maybe they're new?" that was in my mind before. But after googling deeper, I found out they're formed and debut in the end of 2013. "Oh What??!!, a senior singer duo?" their on stage dancing and movements are quite unique and not too hard to follow(if you're interested).

The Unique vibes that they give(to me) was their charismatic gaze(?),Hey i'm being serious here for a moment!its true!
Yeah their gaze was like "Oh you got me"
Especially Yuria~
she gives that kind of serious gaze and powerfull explode movements(Lebay <=ini apa ya?, lebay means Exaggeration)
even thou she gives that cold expresion when performing, She DO give some cute and cheerful voice and expression when they're MCing.

so I while I was searching information about Faint star, I saw this

See this https://twitter.com/fs_yuria/status/704307850391085056
KAWAAAAII DES~
cute right?!
And yeah!, She is learning indonesian language with all her might (incutewaystoo~)
thats all guys~, hope we'll be better person ~

last night's dream

Have you ever dream of someone?
and its not just a ordinary dream

I know that most of the boys dream about a pretty girl, then do something romanticaly and maybe some of them are on dating.

but have you ever dream of something that looks like a cut scene ?
I mean its like in tv soap opera or Tv drama. Where the scene goes black out and then the next morning they are already do their work.

I got some Wierd dream, its not completely wierd thou..

but the older you are, the rare you get to have dream. Thats what I feels now.
I rarely got any dreams.
but this time, I dream of cuddling with a girl I know. In the real life I know her but we're far from each other, and we often chat with each other. Let's say, her inital is J. After that scene, I felt her smooth cheek, and lips. Then my vision went blank.
In the next morning, I found out my self in my home, and walking unconciously out to see some one. I saw "J" sitting infront of my house's fence near the door and facing out to the road.
Then my Passed away grandpa come home and "J" greeted him with smile and then she saw me. I looked her with full of question, but she just smile brightly and then left my home. I saw her smile, and how she looks. She wear Blue shirt with flower pattern, Skinny navy blue jeans and she looks older than in the real life( she's younger than me in real life )
then I saw my grandpa smiling and brought some grocery from nearest supermarket. And I help him and escort him to inside.

right after I put the grocery. I woke up and feels my heart beat so fast. And I keep thinking about "J" and it feels like I became More interested with her. But it just feels wierd. I cant think straight after that dream. Then  I unconciously send "Good morning "to her in the real life..

Dear diary, Is it a sign or what?A sign that I 'll fall in love with her, or maybe just a nonsense dream. Or what?. I just cant figure it out

A Piece of my Thought

What's sup Diary!
Today I've got feeling to write my life stories in here.

Althou its nothing, but just listen and keep it in here.

well, It's actually about my exam. I went throu these college life with alot of hardship.
I don't know how to explain it in words, but there's one thing that's always in my mind.

"I Miss my Family"

Everything that i went throu, from the unknown social life to my love life. I've always think of my family. I feels like I need a spirit to live on, someone who's there for me to think so I can went through all of these without even meet them.

I can't say that the social life in Jakarta is hard, because alot of people around me are supporting me. What I mean is, friendship. Some people here are just "Too Nice" and some people here are just as rock head (*Someone that's hard to communicate with) and some of them are just... typically "Unique"  in my mind.

But behind these all friendship things. I just can't believe in them. It's not that I hate to believe them or don't wanna believe them. But I just hard to open my feelings to them, hard to accept them, and I can't believe in my self too...
and..

"Trust is some thing that's hard to get, and easy to lose it"

I know many of you may think "You just have to open your feelings and accept them" . But this is not as simple as it was writen. Even in some of the frienship with girls, I find my self hard to decide which one is the one I keep as friend and which one is the one that i love as partner. Maybe its because I cant trust my self. Why you ask? Its because I'm afraid that if I get a wrong move, another will get dissapointed and the other will get me wrong and make a distance between us. Therefore I decided,

"Confusion is normal, it's a sign that you're growing from the inside of yours"

Thats all, Diary. Thanks for listening my absurd feelings that I don't wanted anyone know, because its too deep and too hard to understand what I think.

Countdown to 7 july 2015

You guys must be thinking "What's so special on 7 july ?"

well its nothing special thou ._.
Nor the birthday of a person i know...
and no big event to thou .-.

but I'M COMING BACK TO MY HOMETOWN!!! YIHAAAWW!

I'm gonna ride my car,
I'm gonna meet my highschool friends
I'm gonna eat breakfast together with mah family
I'm gonna have a picnic with my close friends
I'm gonna play games with mah bro
I'm gonna work for mah dad
I'm gonna cook with my mom
I'm gonna play badminton as much as I like:3
I'm gonna go and play with my little cute adoreable cousins :3 especially Kyrene xD

(So this is kyrene)

기업지!!!! Cute right?!!! ;3

she's about 6 month old now
Can't wait to see them, My family, my friends and Someone ( AWWW):3


Countdown 지금부터 시작함니다!!!!!!!

30 days left

I should tell More

HELLO Readers!!!! its been along time since  the first post..

well. actually i got nothing to write here, but "Someone"(initial S) telling me to write anything i want. so I tried thou..

and another" Girl "friend (just "Girl friend", I'm still single okayy :') ) tells me to not giving up easily on somethings. Up until now.. I still wondering what am i gonna be and what is my target to be success. My friends keeps telling me to do 1 things at once. but I always do all things at once. Because i wanted to be recognize by people around me for being " talented in every aspect". And the result was.. average

she said this is my problem. Want to be good in every aspect but not even one thing that i 've to be proud of. She tells me to be focus on one thing. Do that properly and do tje other things that you want "After" you get this one done.

I'll try

"Do what you're best at because you gotta have your own colour, an unique one to live on this world. Or you'll die colourless"
*tonight's quote

What to do here ._.

Hello! I'm Kevinn! 
You can call me whatever you want, but PLEASE remember my name is "KEVINN" with double N.
I'm an Electronic engineering college student in Tarumanagara University. 
And actually i've 3 or less blogs that i've created... but i've forgot the password... 


SO!, I'll write and remember this blog and share what i've been doing for my life starting today.
여러분 잘부탁해요!!!